Martina Evans

poet / novelist

CHAPTER TWELVE

Twice a week, Louis saddled up the trap and they drove the seven miles into town. Beulah got all her meat from the butchers; chops, oyster cut of bacon, rib of beef. Now and then, Louis talked about killing a pig but she always talked him out of it.
It was a smart trap, Louis spent hours every Monday polishing the side brasses. Early Tuesday morning, they clopped down the main streetand half the town came out to watch them. Such young newly-weds in their strange black clothes, their white facesunder their hats and Louis’s thin beard swaying as he held the reins.
Louis and Beulah looked straight ahead with straight faces. Like royalty, they’d been used to public attention from an early age. The twonspeople were colder, more distant, and they weren’t afraid tosmirk in the presence of Poleites. Even as children, Beulah and Hester had copies their parents’ stony faces, but Han often held her wrist too tight, or Bertie hit his pony too hard.
It was different at Two Mile Cross, where they were known. They were tolerated, even liked by most people, thanks to Old Mrs Sheehan, whonever tired of saying how fond she was of all the Kingstons. ‘Both sidesof them, they’re gentlemen and ladies to their fingertips. They come and they go and mind their own business.
‘Bad business,’ Danny Fox suggested. Even as a teenager, he had a fondness for hanging around where he wasn’t wanted.
‘If only my arms were longer, I’d give you a goodclip around your ear. Go home to your mother, you young scut!’
It wasn’t just Mrs Sheehan, there were others, the Kingstons always had champions and friends in the village, people who appreciated their hard work, their honesty. People who knew that any one of the Kingstons could be called upon to give a hand to a neighbour in trouble. The townspeople were smarter and they didn’t care and they were smarter, so they made the Poleites stand out even more. Nearly all the young women had perms, short skirts to just below their knees, high noisy heels. Some shop girls laughed at Beulah before she had even left the shop.There were corner Johnnies with Woodbines between their lips, who muttered under their caps at Louis when he passed them on the street. He didn’t like coming to town but Beulah was dead set on the butcher’s for all her meat. Louis didn’t know how to force her to make black puddings and sausages at home. Evne if he knew how to force her, he wouldn’t have wanted to.
Beulah hated the way shop girls looked at her, the dowdy feelof the hem of her skirt touching her ankles. But Joe Costello was in town often, collecting drugs from the pharmacy to take to his father’s surgery.
When Louis and Beulah had finished their shopping, they walked back to the trap, Beulah shivering with the lie she was about to say, ‘Haven’t I forgotten the castor oil? Wait, here now and I won’t be a minute!’
Afraid that Louis would object, say they had enough castor oil, or why could she not get it from Mrs Sheehan, Beulah ran away the minute she said it. She ran so quickly that she felt the huge roll of hair that she’s fixed at the back of her neck slip to one side. She pushed it back and slowed down, but it didn’t feel secure. She wondered if she should go back to Louis. Hesitating for a moment, she turned back to see Louis sitting up at the front of the trap, watching her. He gave a friendlywave and she felt now that she couldn’t turn back. He might get suspicious. She walked more slowly, her head held stiffly, Outside the chemist shop, she fidgeted with the buttons of her coat.
The bell jangled as she entered,. Joe didn’t seem to be there and she was only half disappointed. She was as much afraid of meeting himand she was longing to see him. She had thought far too much about him, put her finger too often on her styloid process, she wouldn’t be comfortable or casual about meeting him now. As she gazed around the shop, her mouth fell open. Mortified, she snapped it shut so hard she bit her tongue, Dizzy with pain, she sniffed the smell of lemons, lavender, roses. Such a clean place.Such beautiful mahogany and glass-fronted cases, The mysterious bottles and prescriptions behind the counter that were forbidden to Poleites. As were the cosmetics. Creams and potions that made the women as beautiful as the faces on the pictures smiling around the shop. There was a tiny bottle marked 1s 3dfilled with a clear liquid called ‘Ashes of Roses’. As Beulah leant down to pick the bottle up, she felt someone touch her hair.
Joe Costello looked half ashamed, but he didn’t step backwards. He was near enough for Beulah tomake out the green flecks in his brown eyes. ‘I could see your hair was about to fall if I didn’t push that hairclip right in.’
Beulah couldn’t answer him. But the woman from behind the counter spoke up. ‘the whole lot is going to collapse anyway, if it isn’t fixed up in the next few minutes. Come in here, behind, to me, and I’’ll get you out of the eye of the public.’
Mrs Tobin, another doctor’s wife, ran the chemist’s shop. She made up the prescriptions and tied the cosmetics in pretty parcels. She was not conventional, but very kind. Beulah didn’t know this as she followed her in to the back room. Joe knew she was unconventional. He followed them both.
‘Mind the step,’ called Mrs Tobin, as she bustled ahead; she was elegant woman, her grey-blonde hair piled high over a beautiful plumpface with a silvery blonde fringe.
Mrs Tobin wore a midnight-blue dressand pearls, her matching blue heels were high. To stop herself staring at Mrs Tobin and to avoid looking at Joe, who was staring at her, Beulah scrutinized the back room. A funny place. More cabinets displaying large blue glass bottles full of medicinesand smaller glass cupsand jugs lying around.’Pharmacy is a kind of witchcraft if you like,’ the Reverend Moylan said. ‘Drugs distilled and created from plants and the Lord knows what. At least, before, people had some idea, at least they would know what a name might mean. They would know that Belladonna was deadly nightshade, that opium and laudanum came from the poppy. They might stay clear then, if they had an ounce of sense.
Beulah stared around Mrs Tobin’s inner sanctum. The middle of one wall was almost completely taken up with a huge carved mahogany fireplace. The mantelpiece had a clock and a couple of dusty Dresden figures, the tips of their pink delicate fingers, their dusky pink dresses barely visible behind all the letters and papers that piled up in front of them. Two soft armchairs stood in front of the fire and along the adjacent wall, there was a long leatherette couch with buttons embedded into its back.
‘Sit down here, child,’ said Mrs Tobin. ‘And let me get at your head. You are fierce tall altogether.’
Beukah sat down. Louis sitting up, waiting on the trap was just a vague figure at the back of her mind.It was not troubling her too much at the moment. Joe wore brown suede gaiters. He was a qualified doctor now and he rode his horse around the countryside making calls.Leaving the car to his father who was getting old.
All that was needed was a couple of more hairclips to stick in. She knew that Mrs Tobin had plenty hairclips, she had seen a stand with dozens of packets of hairclips as well as hairnets and brushes and bands, standing right at the front of the shop.
Beulah did not realise that Mrs Tobin was going to take her hair out of its braid. Maybe Mrs Tobin hadn’t meant to either. It was such long thick magnificent hair, maybe Mrs Tobin couldn’t help herself. Maybe that was why Joe had followed them into the back of the shop. He couldn’t help himself either. Mrs Tobin’s hands worked gently through Beulah’s hair, loosening it out, piece by piece. Mrs Tobin’s touch was delicate. It felt so good, Beulah couldn’t help herself either. She should have got up and walked out. But the feel of Mrs Tobin’s fingers was nicer than sugar. And even if she had the willpower to walk out,how could she have gone out into the main street of the town, her knee-length hair flying like a banner?
‘Do you want a hand?’ asked Joe in a strained voice.
‘Well, Joe, are you still here?’ Mrs Tobin’s voice was dreamy as she worked her way to the bottom of the enormous braid and spread out the hair. It rippled over Beulah’s black coat and spilled over at the sides onto the leatherette sofa.
‘You can make yourself useful, so!’ Mrs Tobin said, looking at Beulah’s hair with satisfaction.
‘You, I mean, young Dr Costello, go out there to the front of the shop where the toiletries are and get me a new hairbrush.’
Beulah blushed when Mrs Tobin said the word
toiletries. It sounded like a bad word. Bertie had warned her that infidels used lots of bad words.Naturally he hadn’t told her what the bad words were, but she was always afraid an infidel would spring one upon her without her knowing.
Joe stood like a statue and didn’t move.
‘Will you get on and get it now,’ said Mrs Tobin.
‘What if I’m seen?’ asked Joe, his face gone pink and luminous, even the whites of his eyes were pink around the edges.
‘Oh for the love of God, let me get out myself,’ said Mrs Tobin; she had to give herself a bit of a heave to manoevre her large body out of the seat. She clicked out noisily and Beulah stared after her because she didn’t want to look at Joe. She tried to shake her hair behind her by shrugging her shoulders but it flowed around even more. Like a liquid drug. Deadly nightshade or maybe even laudanum.
‘Are you well?’Joe asked and she had to look at him now.
‘We’re all very healthy,’ she said. ‘We don’t need doctorsat all. Louis eats a raw egg every morning,’ she finished, proudly, even though she hated the way Louis drank down the raw egg with his Adam’s apple bobbing and she dreaded the day she would see some stuck to his beard.
‘I know you don’t need doctors,’ Joe said, very sadly. ‘
I would never interfere with your religious views. I have the greatest respect for them. I hear that you are married now to Louis Kingston. I hope that it is all going well for the two of ye.’
‘It is, it is, very well thank you,’ Beulah sat in the middle of her hair, as mournful as a siren floating on a black sea. Joe put his hands in his pockets and began to whistle lightly, then stopped when he remembered that Poleites weren’t allowed listen to music. He walked upto the fireplace and began to tap the toe of his polished riding boot against the brass firearms. Mrs Tobin came bustling with a wooden-handled hiarbrush with lemon-coloured bristles.
‘Ah now, here is one that might do! I had my work cut out for me, trying to find one strong enough.’
She sat down beside Beulah and brushed her hair gently. Beulah was surprised that Mrs Tobin didn’t tell Joe to go away. But Mrs Tobin was as mesemerised as Beulah herself, she hummed and muttered a little jaunty song to herself.

Let him go, let him tarry, let him sinkor let him swim
He doesn’t care for me and I don’t care for him
He can go and find another whom I hope he will enjoy,
For I’m going to marry a far nicer boy.

Han Kingston had told Beulah that Poleites weren’t strictly against music or singing, it was gramaphones and radios that were the problem. Singing wasn’t wrong just that Poleites were wary of where it might lead to. Not only was it associated with radios and gramaphones, it was also associated with drinking, it might even lead to dancing.